Cannot make it!

One wrong haircut(that I didn't asked for)created one bad Mich.
It has been one damn week that I fussed over the mirror and still can't look(& feel) better, can't lift my head as I walked in the crowd and took photos that look damn ugly.

Tell me that I am just imagining things to be but damn it I "cannot make it!"
My dark eye circles that won't go hiding, my stomach cramp attacks that's so unpredictable, the dry skin & hair and damnit,I had it!

I'm gonna try Von's way. I will wake up 30minutes earlier tomorrow. Probably no proper breakfast yet(no good ingredients) but I wanna spend it looking good, feeling better before I step outta the house. And when I return home, I wanna feel and look the same way!
I wanna slim down and I wanna look good.

Emotionally wise...I wanna settle it right. That is probably one major factor..=/